Everybody has some memories you never want to remember.
We used to be able to just forget them.
But now we can't, if they are on the Internet.
What you wrote and what you did, and your pictures.
The point is if you can't erase those dark past, you can change what you feel about them.
If you live right and well now, people would kindly say "after the dark past," or " thanks to the dark past."
Don't try too hard to erase the past.
Cherish the present.